So, update on me feeling sick
For the past year or so, unfortunately, I sometimes experience a really severe type of chest pain that my doctor’s have no idea what causes it. I’ve had a bunch of doctor appointments about it and have even had to go to the ER. It’s seriously the most painful thing I think I’ve ever experienced.
It’s really weird, because it feels like there are cramps in my chest; it feels like my ribs are closing in on my lungs and it makes it really hard to breathe and there’s no way to alleviate the pain.
Usually it lasts for 30-60 minutes but today it’s lasted on and off for about 4 hours now.
I dunno, just posting this ‘cause I’m a little scared/nervous/in pain
but right now I’m actually feeling extremely ill. At first it was a stomachache but then my head started to hurt, I would get dizzy standing up, I’ve been throwing up and my ribs are even hurting and I’ve just been in bed all day now
So just please wish me luck in getting better really soon? <3
The whole idea, the whole notion of pop culture and especially pop music is ALL based on illusion. And portraying yourself as something more exciting than you are. And my heart is always against that. So that’s why I’m doing it. I’m SO against it that I almost have to play the part.[…] Electra Heart is the antithesis of everything that I stand for. And the point of introducing her and building a whole concept around her is that she stands for the corrupt side of American ideology, and basically that’s the corruption of yourself. My worst fear - that’s anyone’s worst fear - is losing myself and becoming a vacuous person. And that happens a lot when you’re very ambitious. (x)
THERE ARE TWO MEN WHO HAVE ESCAPED JAIL AND ARE TRYING TO HIDE. POLICE ARE EVERYWHERE. LOCK ALL OF YOUR DOORS, WINDOWS, AND DO NOT LET ANYONE OUTSIDE OR INSIDE. STAY ARMED, THEY MAY OR MAY NOT HAVE GUNS.
PLEASE SIGNAL BOOST AND REBLOG AS FUCKING MUCH AS YOU CAN.